Seems like these day i have get into amnesia trouble... i totally forget i still have a blog before this... But actually i really dunno what could i write. Mine life is full of secret that i have to hiding mine real identity. This kind of thought is getting deeper since i enter local university last few week. Why? just because i am the way to enter the global social life, have to learn to be tricky to protect myself. Anyway, to some very nice people, i still able to share mine thought, which is mine only way to relax my stress during mine study, which about 800 km from my sweet home.
I knew a lot of friends here, my good course mates like Poh Hong, Kien How,Su Ai, Kerly, Any and etc. honestly they treat me very good, i am appreciate and i try to treat them good so. Especially Poh Hong, i like this guy cause he is very care about his friend all the time. As his room mate about 2 week, we have a great time cause both of us like clean and comfortable environment, like to share same topic, gaming, and all the others. He dun wan to join SUKSIS just because he wanna accompany his girl friend before she went to foreign country futher study. So good is he?
Now talk about my course, who knew what is BioSystem Engineering? Dunno right? Actually just is Modern Agriculture and Plantation Engineering. Indeed, i sure know this course before i enter this University, but seem like 70% student of mine course dunno what exactly is... although the lectualer keep brain wash and input positive mine to us, but i knew the fact~~ I knew it was agriculture so i quite dislike they keep decorate this course with whole bunch of theory, principle, issues and whatever bull shit things. I knew these just intro, and i have 4 more years to go.... long run..... But i quite enjoy the time at the field of farming, many malays girls like Za, Piko and Fatimah quite suprise this city boy why so like involve into mud work? I just said that, i like it.
UniMAP, seem like only Yan Zheng knew what is this university is. i totally dunno about this university. Maybe show that i am a idiot which know too little fact in mine country.... this is a new built univerisity, which as KUKUM for last few years. This university have a stupid characteristic which its campus is around all the Negeri Perlis. where u go in perlis u sure will see a blue label of UniMAP. But that is a problem, the hostel we stay sum up about 7 different place with approximate 4000 students. and the place to attend class have to depending on bus absolutely. Although UniMAP has its own bus, but i can just command these bus driver is lazy enough and always waste our time to just waiting them to open the door and start the bus engine. I have a class at 10am, mean that i have to wait at bus stop about 8.45am and i have to get off mine bed about 8am. And sometime after class, have to spend my 2 hours times to consume "fresh air" beside the road.... quite pity.. i am not busy at all, but just people wasting my time...
These day my feeling is complicated... why? Just because my family where mine mom was send to hospital because her pain from lower part body get raise again.... Dad told me these when i was on the way to bed. i was so worry and i plan to go home tomorrow by absent few days classes. Anyway she said that she ok, she wan me study well and dun simply skip the classes... morewhile i have SUKSIS interview at the same week. I am blame myself why my mom was sick i cannot be with her.... Unfortunately... dad told me again.. my cute sister's right ear going to lost 70% of listening sensitivity..... i cry that night with mine phone, and i disturb Poh Hong sleep that night.... thats why, now i going back. Just for my family.
By living in a agriculture state, i have plenty of time to spend with nature and boring. With those lousy internet line in ours hostel, i totally cannot online and only can do it in PPK Bioprocess which we call as Dragon. Or we can go library to online so, but too far, i better stay in room and snore on the dirty bed.
Haha..... i am almost lost contact to the world, just because i attend the jail of nature and acedemic trap, not a sad thing but have to work hard.
For me, and my family and friends. Right?
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