30th July

Today i am absence to school again... i have a bit cough and fever but it does not matter... but my head seem like a bit heavy and even i am conscious , i still feel i am dreaming. Cant differenciate i am in life or in dream actually. But my sister say i am lazy, alright... may be i am.....

Have a nice time with su shyan and my sister today. A nice movie, although is a bit odd actually....


Anyway, i felt happy that somebody accompany me go out and take a walk or gathering. There are less people in Jaya Jusco Cheras Selatan, but i like it, sometime a kind of peach is a luxurious for me. A malay tradition music player, playing a kind of block of bamboo cylinder. the sounds are nice, and awesome so.

Seeking the others 鬼吹灯 episode, a bit disappointed. No new stock yet, but my sister keep dawn herself into her idol magazine. Kidda silly but she seem cute, she beauty too.... no doubt.

Soon be my english presentation, i hate it, all my teammate all seem sloth enough and i am headache how to score a good mark when trial exam. maybe i will give up so... because MUET exam pass already... Haha... i am a bit irresponsible, but i really hate to present my idea in front of my class mate. Why? because they never listen to me....

Perhaps, i can get a nice gift to Huei Zhi, i wonder what should girls likes for gift. A DVD? A Books? A shirt or blouse? or a fluff doll? Confusing.... but i wish i can gift something to her, she is a special girls. In all my friends. ( I should apologize, she is not my type....)

August... coming soon... with this, about 4 people will have their birthday , i am quite pity, my birthday is on November, that time is for final exam, or holidays, or part time jobs golden time. Less and less people will remember thats. Any way, at lease cute su shyan would always get it ^^. Good buddy~

Today the weather is hot and clam, without wind, and influence my mood so......

29th July

Finally i finish my all chemistry report, today teacher start to configure our marks, she gonna went for new birth of her baby. I like this chemistry teacher very much, although sometime she a bit mad, but consider she as pregnant women, i still like her attitude. These day she went into class like normal, but with her big stomach, just like a going burst balloon, is kidda funny but i feel a bit admired and respect. She was thin, and short than me even. But anyway she holding a big stomach which would be a weight for her.

She said this is her 1st baby, wow.... nice... i do not know either is girl or boy, because i have no chance and reason to ask so... anyway, i wish i can watch her baby, maybe after our exam. i wonder would the baby handsome or pretty or cute? Imaging....

Back to topic, i have 7 chapter handout gonna complete.... iknew she was a good teacher but i do not wish i get blast from her. Pregnant women cant get ride of mad, is not good for child~~ Haha...

A new life born, with a long time raising. Amazing huh???

My friend, her grandmom pass away so, bless for her grandmom..... i dunno what to do, is amazing when give a life born, in fact, a life would be taken instantly and unexpected.

May be is time to enjoy what should i am having now. ^^

26th July

4.09pm cloudy

Sometime i really feel disappointed that i cant even master my language. Either in English, Mandarine or Malay... Kidda disappointed. Yesterday, my english teacher check my handout which i going to present afterward. " Odd sentence, what is this? just a worse draft, make me headache... how do i should mark on this?" said teacher. Alright.. honestly my english is poor, not like others, some able to write a marvelous essay, some can speak extremely fluently although on the stage. I am quite admire them... imaging if i was them, i really satisfied.

Today i absent to school again, i do not like to attend school. Stay in class, although there are many joke, topic discussion and study group. But i do not interest, i like mandarine books, i like music, and i like games. They just like study, english literature,and songs. Totally different between us.... what should i do???